hi
so here is the cruel situation
i've known this girl for 3 years now, but never met her cause she was living in another city
now she moved into mine for college
i've never tried to give her the ideea that i wanna be friends, i've even told her that a boy can never be just friends with a girl
ok SPAM
i've met her for the first time, and i took her to a salsa class ( i know how to dance )
and it was really boosting my figure cause there were like 20+ girls there begging to dance with me so for an hour and a half i didnt talk to my date cause we were both busy
after that i talked and danced with her too
she didnt know where i bring her, it was a huge surprise
she told me she had such a good time and she is thanking me
ok, second date, i take her to a nice tea and she was giving me all these signals, playing non stop with her hair, touching me, playing with my hair
but i dont know the city by car ( i recently got my driving card ) and i was thinking how i will get back cause i was in the other end of the city
so when i took her home she wouldnt leave the car, just kept talking and talking and crap
and suddenly i see her with her mouth opened coming in to me and i pussied out and kissed her between the cheek and mouth
told me she had a great time the next day
i was so upset i didnt do anything, i told myself i am a stupid, a retard a fool etc
so i called her and tried to fix a date the next week, but...she had plans with a collegue of hers
and i asked if it was a date and she said "something like that"
i asked if she had a good time and she said yes
ever since ( that means 4 days ) i havent seen her, cause she said she has an exam and has to study for it
thing is i am falling for her and i realize that untill now i was speaking to her when she initiated the talk, but ever since "the guy" appeared i kinda spam her with msgs
i need to stop and have a plan, but what plan? cause i cant sleep and eat and shit
i am very dissapointed of myself
she has the exam tomorow, and she says she wishes she doesnt have it, cause she is not ready
and i told her i want her to give it tomorow, so i will see her monday
and she said "we'll see *kiss*"
i've lost 2kgs this week
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'' (although in your place I'd rather just have kissed her).