ok short sweet n simple... im 18, used to have alotta trouble with girls bkz of lack of confidence, found all dis pua stuff, great shit helped me alot, still learning but the game is going great..
Now for the situation at hand..
For the most part i successfully gamed my first real older girl.. im 18, shes 24, got a kid 3 years old, HB8
we live somewhat far from each other, shes actually my buddys older sister so i met her visiting him.
Met her got her number no problem, gamed for about a week, went back to her area the weekend for my partners birthday, took her to the movies the first night over there ended up spending the entire night with her clubbing n switching venues, got back to where i was staying, ppl were crowded inside so we ended up outside just talking n cuddling, watching the sun come up, we didnt kiss or anything before she went home so that was a letdown for me. Next day turns out the night took a toll on her n shes all head over heals 4 me. the night before i returned home i went to visit her n actually got to spend the night n sleep with her, only problem was her kid sleeps with her.. bummer, so yeah we cuddle up sleep together next morning she makes me breakfast its all good i go back home.
From there almost every night she calls me n we talk sometimes hours n this is when i really start to feel it for her.. 2 weeks go by n then i decide ima spend a weekend over at her place.. here is when my confusion n problems start
I was ment to make the trip over to her on friday, a few hours before im ready to leave she text me n says she thinks i should come the following morning instead.. me already being eager to see her n feeling highly disappointed by the message started asking y.. she eventually told me she was broke so i said well i alrddy got my bags packed forget about that we dont have to go anywhere tonight ill treat u. she came around n told me yeah come over blah blah so i went. Got over there all the while on the trip shes texting asking my location how much longer till i come all that stuff. got over to her place, met her outside with her bros, she lets me in her place ,we go out got a quick bite to eat n came back.
when we got back i went to go smoke weed with her bros n she started texting me saying come to her room shes bored we cud watch a movie or sumn so im like ok, spend a lil more time with her bro then i go to her room.. shes thr with her kid, we watch the movie cuddle up sleep just like the first time.. horay!!
Now this is the second time im in a bed sleeping with this girl so sex is on my mind, but this is my first girl like 5 years older than me so mind u im nervous as hell
saturday comes along we wake up talk a bit, play around, breakfast, then i told her i was going to deal with some business for the day ill b back by night she didnt want me to leave..
when i was at the door to go she stops me n asks if she can borrow 50$ but she isnt sure she will b able to pay back i questioned her a bit about it coz last thing i want is being her young bank.. alas i give it to her n it was followed by a long deep hug from her..
got back to her place around 6, told me shes taking me to a party.. we r in her room getting ready she didnt want to undress in front of me, sex being on my mind i took a mental note for whatever reason. we leave for the party.. from the moment we leave her apartment i notice her distance from me, got to the party shes still distant so i let her do her thing n i hang out with another brother of hers.. later down my partner brings a message says shes looking 4 me so im like kool go to her, she asks for a beer, first thing pops in my head young bank so i didnt buy it. clearly i cud see she didnt really want me too close she danced with me for a bit b4 some hip hop came on n i went n did my guy thing.. so after that i find my way back to her when somewhat slow songs come on, only for her to tell me she want to dance alone.. confused as fuk i left her n went outside hung out a bit then later decided to c what she was up to.. found her dancing with some guy.. totally lost it.. went back outside a million thoughts running thru my mind thought i was being played like fuk, when we got home ignored her all night slept with my back to her n she was jus laying in bed texting.( just resolved that issue.. ppl were messing with her about how young i was n this was a party above my age group)
so next morning i wake up head kinda kooled now.. said she was getting rddy to go somewhere to get her hair done.. im still pissed thou.. but now its all back to normal she was being all up on me n shit like b4 in my head im just like yeah watever jus dont ask me for money, iv had enough i wanted to go home.. i was still in bed she gave me a kiss on the cheek gave me the keys to her apartment n left. Now im in her apartment alone trying to rationalize everything thats happened.. comforted myself by telling myself she is way out of my league.. im lucky to b here.. shes gonna fuk whoever she.. wants jus cut her from anymore money n continue gaming..
now she gets back im chilling with her bros dont wana c her much, eventually im back in her apartment with her kid, n thats when we got to talking n she started opening up to me about her life n how hard it is being a single mother n thats when i really calmed down about the young bank stuff n all that now my head was back on topic: sex.
That night the kid slept with us which ment i had lucked out cos this was my last night. the following day i decided to leave in the afternoon which might give me time for the kill.. i figured she probably wants me so ill jus stay away let her tension build n a few hours b4 i leave go for the kill easy enough
Surly enough 2 hours b4 i leave she came looking 4 me n takes me back into her apartment.. finally!! no kid, no disruptions jus me n her.. i take a seat on her bed, she comes, drops next to me n puts her legs over me.. btw im extremely high as this is unfolding thanks to her bro.. anyways she begins telling me that she was about to shave when she realized the time.. now is when it really goes bad for me idk if it was bcoz i was high but i jus got extremely nervous
...trying to keep it cool she proceeded to show me her little project slightly pulled down the top of her panties to show me a patch of missing hair over her vagina.. oh god y am i so nervous ryte now, my thoughts became so cluttered that i didnt know what to say, what to do.. nttn, still the last thing i wanted to do was show my nervousness, gave a few mumbled responses which let to us conversating and thats how i fking blew it!!
on return home all i cud think was..FUCK!! how cud i fuk up n blow it so badly
20 mins after i left her place she called me multiple times to ensure i was safe n made it home safely told me her credit was low she still kinda broke so dont b looking forward to the usual calls .. now im thinking ok well i jus left n she alrddy calling me so mayb im safe, next day she didn't call at all, today she called me off of a strange number but she has two cell phones so i figured this was the next she told me she dont normally make calls off the phone because she uses the credit for her internet plan on the phone, we spoke a while said she was gunna try save some credit said our goodbyes hung up.. 5 mins later calls me on her usual number said she jus got some credit on this phone we spoke a while more n that was that.
Now here is what im asking.. What the fuck do i do from here?!? i need to keep her interest going n overcome my nervousness, im still not 100% sure of what im even doing but guess im goin good so far seeing that it seems as thou she still wants me.. Advice, help, opinions anybody.. keeping in mind she sees me as her boyfriend, im 18, shes 24 n i have nowhere near that level of experience with females to deal with this on my own.. opinions on my position with this girl n advice on how i shud proceed