Ok, here is the situation:
This girl >8 i got a big crush on her. We known each other for a while now. She is that kind of girl that it so hard to figure out. She has this big wall build up inside her, because of a bad break up with her ex. And thats exactly why i am into her so much, i like a challenge
Anyway, this fine brunette came by my house last night. i know her from friends, we have hanged out before. she came to hang out and get high, yeah i know kinda cheesy (fucked up my game too).. Had some very positive results with a other blond chick before, so i wanted to try it with her.
So we got high, watched some movies in bed, then i went in for the k-close. Out of the blue, no routines.. Was way to fucking high for that;)
She hesitated first, but kissed back (passionately). Got the "are you sure of this, aren't you going to regret this, lets watch this movie" blablabla speech... Eventually it got a bit sexual but i stopped there, tried a little push pull.. Didn't work:( She didn't kiss me or initiated anything..
So what i think, i was so fucked up that i did not get the comfort right. what do you guys think? Is this girl still for me or should i let her go.
thanks!
sorry for my English, gotta love autocorrect