I went to a party last night with my best girl friend. She is interested in this guy from back home who didn't come up for the weekend (although he was supposed to) and I was interested in another girl. The other girl got absolutely plastered and couldn't make it. So we were both feeling a bit down about the fact that the people that were supposed to come didn't make it.
Important: She was pretty drunk through all of this.
Anyways, I was just hanging out with my friend (she's an HB9), not making any moves. She does get kind of touchy when she is drunk...usually I just brush it off, but I was a little gone too so I just went with it. I was running great game on her (don't remember too many specifics though), stuff that would've probably been able to get me with a lot of other girls. She started to get even more touchy and was actually starting to bite me. Eventually I isolated her, and we started making out a little bit. After a little while, I pulled back. We were still touching each other really sexually. I had never really told her about how I really felt about her, although she could probably sense it. I finally did, and she said "I really don't know where I want to go with this....you're my best friend and I don't want to lose you as that." I wasn't about to further take advantage of her, so I sent her home after a while.
In hindsight, I wish I had just built up some tension, made out with her, then walked away. Oh well.
After that, I talked to one of her best girl friends, who said that she's almost 100% sure that the girl has no interest in being anything more than friends with me. I'm confused though. Granted, we were both kind of drunk....but obviously I really like this girl. I texted her today and asked if she remembered anything from last night...she responded with "Some, not all" which I have yet to respond to. Idk. This is just an odd situation, can anyone give me some pointers on where to go? Should I just drop it and pretend it never happened?
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