Let me start of by saying. I used to consider myself a pretty good pick up artist when I was in Sydney. It came to a point where alot of girls in my social circle would always refer to me as the player. Life was good. However being in uni and all I partied too much. Messed up my academics, which pissed the parentals off and they sucked me to Adelaide to live with them to get my shit straight basically. Ever since, my whole mindset has been destroyed. I have been dealing with depression, family arguments etc. Not good stuff. Because of that, my game has taken a beating, I cant approach as I am always in a bad mood. Im just not the same guy. If a girl looks at me ill just break eye contact. However over the past couple of days ive started to warm up to the idea JUST A LITTLE. Got some good conversations going with a few HBs but no number closes. Wanted to warm up to it after 3 months out of it. I can afford to do that because these girls were in my classes. However today, I figured it was the last straw and that i need some help from people who have been in similar situations. There is this girl in my philosophy lecture. I sat next to her once and just AA hit me like a train and that hasnt happened over the past year or so. And then again today she was walking up the stairs by herself. I cant even rate this girl. She looks like no girl i have ever seen. Shes just adorable. And today, I choked. Knowing very well if it was Sydney and I had my old mindset I would have gone up to her in seconds. But this time it hurt, I just couldnt do it. I wanted to tear my hair out and wondered WHY can I not get my head straight. This girl is my target until i get her haha. Unfortunately easter holidays just started so uni is off for 18 days. But I really want to build myself back up to what I was. So yeah has anyone every been in such a predicament? How the fuck do you get out of it?
cheers
