Hey how is it going guys a little about myself I'm your everyday 25yr old cool guy with a deeply embedded fear. It seems I have extreme AA now most people I meet would think I'm lying but its the cold hard truth. Now I've had reasonable success with women I have slept with my fair share. Would be a lot more but I was in a 6yr LTR and tried to stay reasonably faithful
but I slipped up with around 5-6 chicks during that time period. It's crazy because If you ask any woman I've been with they think I'm one of the biggest players and just talk to any chick that I see, I guess that I'm good at portraying myself as having no problem with approaching women. This is far from the truth though I just can't muster up the balls to talk to random chick when I'm out. I have no problem talking to them if they approach or I'm introduced through a mutual friend. Once I've been introduced then my natural hunter instincts take over and I go for the kill the. The one huge problem with this is that I severely limit the women that I'm able to talk to because I'm currently limited to those who approach me or friends of friends. I don't have the problem as being the nice guy or anything like that either I'm more of the lovable asshole to most people that meet me. Another huge problem for me is that I have a case of gyno or manboobs for those who don't know. I really think this is one of the huge factors for my AA as I always think they are staring at them. More often then not its probably not the case but it's always in the back of my mind, needless to say but all of the girls I've slept with but one my LTR I never took my shirt off. Now I plan on getting surgery in Oct or Nov to correct the problem and that will help slightly I believe with AA but not all the way. Another thing that baffles me is that I work in sales so getting rejected is not a big deal at all as I go though it daily. Now I'm trying to correct my problem and have been checking out material on how to overcome this AA and I'm willing to try what ever to get over this sicking problem that I have. I plan on changing it sooner that latter hence the user name
, but any advice is surely welcomed and be hard on me I know thats what I need some tough love. I'm far from a punk in that way lol