Ok, so basically there are 2 things in my life right now that are driving me crazy. 1st off I am insanely jealous. I have been with my guy for almost 9 months and he tells me I am beautiful every day and is so sweet. However, whenever we watch tv and there is a hot girl on the screen, I think that he wants someone that looks like "her". Or if we are out and I see a hot girl I secretly watch him to see if he looks. Most of the time he doesn't but I still can't get over it. Any ideas? Another thing bothering me is he just got put on alert from the army. He is in the reserves and now he may get deployed. I am terrified. I have never been so in love and it's going to be so hard. But he is worth waiting for.