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Author:  Tyrones101@hotmail.com [ Sun Jan 04, 2009 5:29 am ]
Post subject:  The Girl from Graceland
Ok, I've posted this on certain forums here before, but every once I re-post in order continue to get clarity and continue to figure out shit.

Every had such a special connection with some one, it was like it was meant to be, it was like you have discovered your soul mate, I found her, when I visited Graceland Washington in the summer of 05, The girl from Graceland made me feel like I'd never felt before, it was to big for words,
heres the transaction.
If you see any typos in this, disregard them, this was a long and spontanious post

Ok, So I got this long story, I don't know how to describe it exactly.
It happened to me while I was still in high school. and while I think I've gotten over it I'm wondering if theres anything I can learn from it now.
So here it goes, I'll tell it as best as I can remember it.

The Story of S.S.
So I went to this end of the summer punk rock so, and this was like, 3 summers ago, I was there because some other girl, who I was persueing at the time but I had recently had extreme doubts about her.
Some I'm walking around this club, its load its noisy I see this girl, and she just epitomizes everything I would think a cute girl to be, and I was just walking around, being my weirdo self, and this girls gets, to me, She REALLY gets to me. She gives me IOI, whispers things in my ear that I cannot here. Caresses my shoulders a big.
At the end of the show I get her number; nobody had a pen or anything, one of her friends had a razor blade, and suggested to crave her number into me, quickly I took out my wallet and told her to crave her number into it.
and she did, she told me to call her sometime. and the weeks that followed I could not stop thinking about her. I call her, and its well received, first time we talking about, oh, anything and everything, second time and third and fourth time, her interest went just a little down hill.

Now this is where it gets complicated.

So I few months pass, I loose my car, I get into some accidents, I'm 18 year old who can't drive anywhere. Then something pops in my head, 'i'm going to call the girl from the show again' sounds insane, no the least, it seemly was forever ago.
So I call her again, and her reaction is well pleased, we resumely talk about anything and everything once again. She convinces me to join my space, and at the time I had not heard of my space. So I join and I get to see her pictures and her information and things like that.
So this was about, after December. and we become phone buddy's for a good while.
and things happened, we made this weird conection I can't describe

S.S,
told me that she gave me her number that she thought I was really cute,
that at another show, she was looking all around for me, and having her friends look for me, and very ambitiously persueing me,
She tells me very encouraging things like "your such a nice guy I can't believe no one likes you" and thats she was amazed at the fact that I'd never had a girl friend.
I even asked her if she wanted to go out sometime, and she said "yes"

Now I was exited, blight, glowing, screaming ball of horny, happy, exited, ENERGY. I was thrilled in a way you couldn't describe.

However for the most part, my relationship with 'S.S. almost remained like this dirty little secret I hid under my bed, I rarely told, friends or family of her existence.
We talked and she opened up intimately, she began telling me details of her sex, life; and her relation ship status, which I thought was single.

I try to call her one weekend.
She hangs up
three times,
I thought what could possibly be wrong.
Then I get call saying "will you stop calling my girlfriends cell phone"
This was a bad situation because the strange caller concerned my parents and I had to tell them about who I'd been talking to.

two months pasted, I think, and I just was absolutely vertical. I couldn't describe our connection, I couldn't describe how she made me feel. It was so weird, all that connecting; she even deleted me from her my space friends.

So one day, like I did before I get the courage to once again call her. Ask her whats up. and she says oh that was just some guy I know being a dick because he knew I like you.
and our phone buddy status resumes; and that warm fuzzy feeling she gave me recommenced.

Though now, it was out in the open, my family and friends, new of my communications with S.S.
and I began making serious plan on how meet her.

So one day, I just headed on out. I got lost really, really, really, bad, ended up at her house, and at a pay phone at a gas station near house, she was almost crying, and her mother was furrious with me.
She told me she meant to call me and tell me not to come see her becouse she was doing something else, and her mother, basically treated me like Jack the ripper, cursed me, yelled at me, told me I was making her and her and her daughter feel uncomfortable.

On the way home,
I was lost all over the place
was pulled over twice and hit another driver.

I tried once again to resume my relationship with her. but that warm fuzzy feeling just wasn't there anymore, I stopped calling and talking to her for good. Plus she had become a bitch too.

Recently she contacted me on my space and msn, saying few words that make sense, apologizing for leading me on and stated the I did scare her, doing what I did.

I acationly check her myspace page to see what shes up to, apparently shes joining the navy.

As for me, well , this experince expanded about a whole school year, I really only saw her in person once. I talked to her on the phone and heard her voice many times. but the personal, phycial relationship that I wanted from her never happaned.

Just some clicked in my brain that I thought was so real. I was just convince that this was going to be the girl who was going to be my first girlfriend.

and I never made the kind of conection with a girl before and haven't since.
Nor made any kind of conection with a girl for that matter.
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