Hello,
I haven't been here for a long time, I'm in a LTR
I've noticed that smoking women excite me sexually/stimulate me (sorry, for my bad English) but I HATE smoking.
As I met my gf, I didn't know she's smoking, and after I find out, and some complicated stories, she quited for me.
So I feel terrible with that. It stimulates me, and fills me with disgust at the same time. As I saw her smoking, I wanted to die.
Please help me and write back as soon as you can.