Absolutely. Emotionally. Yesterday I broke off and wrote about my life in blog. The things I went trough, my personal shit. Anyways, in short way, it's like this:I have been abused in first seven grades in school. I have distanced myself from the girls, mostly because I thought that everyone would laugh if I would even talk to them. And they did. So I was totally insecure, especially after broken heart in seventh grade (awful typical example of one-itis).
So then I moved to Croatia. Absolutely another country, and I felt here like at home (my parents are from around here.). But I was still insecure and another broken heart, even though much less than that one in Prague.
Now I here, in first grade of High School, discovered PUA community. And I read everything I could get my hands on. But it just doesn't work, I am still too much insecure. And self-conscious about meeting girls, although I rationally know that there is nothing to be afraid of. Problem is, I know almost everyone around here. And I can't get suitable GF. PUArt just doesn't work. I am sad and emotionally broken. My friend says "hit the bottom, it will be better then" and I hit it quite alright.
Please, tell me, how to get trough this. How to pick-up HS girls, but mostly important, how to build myself for pickup later on, when I get older. Please, I sincerely ask you, virtually any comment is welcome.
Carpe Diem
