Okay basically i came back on a night out on a bus with some college mates where we were just meant to get pissed and have fun with no girls. There was some girl in our college (6/7 cute in a innocent kind of way) sitting on a bus and she gave me a smile. Of course me the drunk thinking with my dick not my brain approched her and started gaming as per usual much to the amusement of the friends. I did it just for fun as i she wasnt really my type. After 40 mins the bus journey was over and me and my friends were getting off and so did she, where she says come back to my place.
I get a taxi with her and my friends go back home. We get back smoke and i listen to her Troubled life story for 30 mins whilst i try to sober up. Of course one thing led to another and we ended up sleeping together. The next morning she makes me breakfast coffee whatever. I wanted to make a quick getaway but felt bad as she lives on her own in her house( 1st mistake) and her best friend stabbed her in the back so i stayed for a bit and she didn't want to let me leave and wanted to go shopping with me that day!!! After 2 hours after waking up i make my excuses and finally go.
Now she wont stop calling me i feel bad and visited her in the library to study( gay i know) and my friends dont understand why me the player who does it so many times wont just tell her to Fuck off but i cant find it in my heart with her numerous troubles (father nearly dying, repeating college e.t.c.)
I tried the old im in a long term relationship but were on a break story but she still doesnt get it and im REALLY scared what she will do if i say go away.
She says i am the first person she has trusted e.t.c. and i would never lie to her blah blah and that i understand her.
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST BUT THIS IS REALLY SCARING ME.....
WHAT DO I DO?...
