as the title suggests,ive recently given up masturbation,due to negative feelings after.i would feel empty useless and suicidal,the realisation that i just fucked my hand and not a HB,felt completely stupid that i even tried it.3 weeks ago,i made the pact that i would stop and ive realised changes in my life,since i stopped.
in the first week,i felt no change,was tempted into trying it again but i was told by a mate that a girl was "checking me out" in the showers(unisex showers) when we went on a trip to bundoran so i stopped just to see if there was any more developments
in the second week,i felt happier and lot more chatty,on that tuesday in that week,i was talking to a really hot girl but i decided against sarging her because she was a close friend of my sister.also noticed my sex drive has gone up,when i was talking to her,i had a boner the whole time.my horniness was throught the roof at this moment.
third week is where i seen a huge amount of changes,little explanation first:being 16 and bored,i enrolled in foróige (irish youth group) and at the end of the year i got a chance to go to a leadership program,found it the perfect place to make a name for my self.i started by being happy and shouting out answers in class and being confident.i successfully made a name for myself,everyone knew me.On campus i was known as Ed Sheeran (because i look identical to him).on wednesday i fell sick because of dehydration.when i returned to class,i got a massive group hug from everyone.proving my theory "was i liked by everyone??"
anyways on friday,last day,everyone got their shirts signed,including myself.i asked a black HB8 to sign,she did,i gave her a hug and asked "does ed get a goodbye kiss?" she giggled and pulled me into a french kiss.felt shocked and super happy,tried it on a similar girl "bang" again it worked!!!! i then hugged my new friends goodbye,i retreated to the bus.sat down on my own and began to think.20mins into the journey,a pretty,dark haired HB8 was sitting infront of me alone.i poked her in the back and started to happily converse with her.She was from donegal and i decided to tease her about donegal.
i realised she was into me because she hugged and kissed me on the cheek,switched her sitting position from in front to beside me and let me sign her t-shirt.we were having a laugh and another hug happened,i held on to her as we broke away,she looked,smilied and said "what?" i replied "i thought we had a moment..".i looked away then looked back at her,we immediately started to make-out.(she had a nice tongue ) later on that day,me and four friends proceeded to a youth disco.later on in the dance floor,i found myself raving to Avicii and seen a 3set looking at me.i went over and started with styles(think it is) opener:Hey,are you girls talking about me? they all laughed and one pulled me aside,asking if i would kiss her friend.happily i said i would.For most of that night:i spent it making out with her friend.
by stopping my masturbation habit:(basically my theory)
i had become: >more confident
>more social
>more attractive
>more happy
is there one here that has stopped masturbating and found these new attributes in there lifes??
should i stop masturbating,for ever??
please pass this post to others to see about this theory of stopping masturbation leads to happier lifestyle
i should point out,before i stopped masturbating:i was less confident,more socially shy,depressed and twitchy around girls also felt less attractive about myself
thanks guys,opened my mind alot