So where do I begin? First I'll start by saying im writing this only for myself, I am gonna try and write a blog to really get to grips with my social awkwardness (might of just made that word up) and secondly i only got a C in english many years ago so I hope no1 expects this to be a master piece....coz i can assure u it aint!
The truth is i have been struggling along now in this game stuff for just under three years. I have had success, but its only when im feeling at my best that i can become who i want. Too many times things that are out of my control shake me up, to the point where i turn into a social vegetable!
I have studied all different forms of game, well i say studied but its more like sitting bak watching videos and reading books in my spare time, i very rarely write anything down, which would prob help alot. Routines and all that stuff I know work for some, because all the guys i used to hang out with in denmark used them with great results, but for me, it doesnt work. I'm much better when im free to say whatever the fuck i want. Thats what i really wany for myself, to be free from that little bastard in my head that holds me back.
Even writing this now i feel nervous as to what people might think reading it, I care way too much of what people think of me, and it has to stop! So as i said before this is for me, not for you. But thanks for reading anyway, and if ur going through the same kind of thing, i would love ur feedback!
peace!
