ok, this is not really a field report, but this shit is life. there are lessons to be learned. this would be the reason i have not posted in several days
aight, so i got a gf 4 months ago. she cheated, we got over it. then i cheated, and broke up with her cuz i didnt like that i did that. well she said she would forgive me and we got back together. she started texting my what was close to my best friend. i didnt know. she and him went on a date while me and her were on a break. well i got her back, and she said i was the only one, but she kept textin this fucker. so this asshole guy who used to go with me everywhere doesnt even tell me they have somethin, i have to hear it from the girl i thought i loved. i ended it. she wont shut the fuck up and quit textin me. i have yet to talk to the guy.
point of all that is, i was depressed and hated life, but i thought y let this shit stop me? i now finally have a goal: i want to become great. i was just in the PUA game for the occasional girl, now i wish to become one of the best. im not sure how long it will take, but we will see from my field reports how well i do. if anyone thinks they know something that will get me over this let me know.
lesson to be learned from all this: dont get attached and if you ever fuck up a relationship once dont go back to it, cuz the next breakup will only hurt you more. oh, and make sure your friends really are your friends. im goin to knock the fuck out of my "Friend" next time he speaks to me.... that i am sure of.
Fuck her, Fuck him
