Sometimes you're dead on...and sometimes you're dead in the water.
As a newbie, I have noticed that there are times when my game is flawless as a multi-million dollar diamond. Then there are times that my game is like a retarted monkey.
I find that I freeze up at times. I always remember my shit after I've blown the set. I don't know what to do about this, other than having my notebook handy for my stuff.
There are other issues. I get approach anxiety. Sometimes, I look at a set and think 'it's not worth my effort'. I mean, seriously, people! What the fuck is wrong with me? Don't answer that, lol!
Last night, I was introduced to a HB7 by a mutual friend. I immediately went C/F. I was also kino-pinging my friend, who is like my sister and knows about my methods. Cracking jokes, making people laugh, picking on our toked big boobed blonde...I would also take paper out of my notebook and crumple it into a ball and throw it at the girls!
So I started sarging the 7. She had a boyfriend, so I made a pathetic attempt at a BF destroyer. I would neg and DHV, push-pull, kino-pinging...I felt that I was on!
She would undo a button on my shirt, and I would pull a strap on her dress down. I thought it was funny, and she would kino me afterwards. This was going great!
Enter the AMOG...
7 and my pivot met the guy, who my pivot knows. Total AFC, so I wasn't worried. He danced with 7, then they came back to the table. I started my observation. He would lean in, while I was leaned back. He had a serious face, while I had a cocky, arrogant grin. Then, right in front of the AMOG, my pivot told her to dance with me...just as I was about to ask her. She said ok. I said "Let me see your hand". She gave it to me, and I put her on my arm, leading to the dance floor. We had a nice dance chatting about music.
Later, I pulled out my notebook and drew a line. I handed it to her and told her to use her imagination. She fucking wrote the word "squee" with a heart at the end. Dammit. I should have just told her to write her number down. I could hear it now "I have a BF:, and me saying "So? Write it anyway (C/F grin)".
But I didn't.
I #closed another girl, who called me wanting me to bounce. So I fucking bounced.
I could have done so much better with this set. I got locked out of the others, but I don't believe it was intentional, because they locked out Pivot and 7, also. I should have left and opened another set. I know it today, but I didn't realize it last night.
Fuck it! It was fun! And I gaurantee that she is thinking about me today!