Hey Guys,
Just thought I'd share my first field report with you gents and get some feedback.
So was asked to do a charity fashion show at a club and being someone who has/is suffering from anxiety decided fuck it, lets do it. Fashion Show went great, embraced the nerves... Even had myself using some of the techniques I've read on telling yourself it's normal etc.
Long Story short, I felt great... No red face, no sweating, no anxiety! Shoulders back, chin up, smooth relaxed walking (Thanks Poeticlyskuac). Embracing the moment for what it was 350 women in a room looking at yours truly!
So afterwards I went out to my local bar and just had a feeling of total serenity and confidence! I mean I felt like I was gliding through the place and everyone knew it... I scanned the bar using as much of Poetic's Body Language screens as I could and that's when I seen a girl part of a group HB7.
They had those gimic cards with numbers on them, as in you're a 7 or you're a 3 etc. So this girl drops her cards and I just moved...
Picked one up and it happened to be the 3, I said I believe this belongs to you (again even my voice tone and quality of speech was on point). She said it did and then looked at the card to reveal the 3.. I said she wasn't giving herself much credit... Her friend came over and quickly I had a 2 set, not to be phased I quickly started a conversation with the friend, the target had a little bitch shield up and told me that her friend was her girlfriend, to which I told the friend "she had fantastic taste in women" the friend being pretty drunk had no idea what the target had said and couldn't keep up, I mentioned to the target was that the best she could do?
She warmed to me and told me I seemed very confident and sure of myself which she liked, I grabbed her hand and led her away somewhere more private. Few words were shared as I continued strong eye contact and began kino... She was melting, preening, looking down, biting her lip etc. (Thanks again Poetic).
I looked her dead in the eye, maintaining frame and kiss closed!
Went back to the house the group were staying in and I was the only guy among 12 of them, I maintained the frame and air I had had all night. Confident, Clear and Congruent.
The group were even telling the target she was punching!!
She sat beside me throughout the night in the house and I continued kino, tickled her lower back, hand just dipping beneath the pantie line... NO ISSUES.
The girls filtered away, and we were left alone in the room... She mentioned that nothing was going to happen, I said I totally respect that and kept Kino going whilst kissing her throughout.
Now, as I slowly worked my hand under her shirt more I noticed she had Psoriasis as I too suffer from the condition. For those that don't know it's patches of red scaly skin that can be very distressing and make one self concious, another great excuse I've told myself one to many times.
Anyway, I stopped and mentioned that I had it and showed her my arm... She was relieved but was a little emotional as she was annoyed I could feel it. I reassured her it mean't nothing to me and quipped I'll show you mine if you show me yours!
It was like 6am by now and I knew she wasn't feeling it so I respected that and left... Got her number and have been sending a couple low investment texts here and there with the odd cheeky snapchat.
Will try and arrange a meet soon.
I think this one just needs more trust before she lets anyone see her? I can understand that...
Anyway, what do you guys think?
Anyone experienced the same?
I feel all in all it went really well and felt a great boost to my self esteem at the way I showed I CAN act!
Any feedback?
Thanks Gents,
Bren