Fisrtly some small topic about my last paragraph from previous post:
I moved to new flat one year ago and I got to know 4 years older girl. In that time I wanted to pick-up another girl so firstly I didn´t think about her but I played with her just for fun, told her funny things etc. One day she asked me out for running so I went and I kissed her but her taste was horrible for me. I didn´t fuck her but after some time I started to feel desperate and even if I logically knew about her problem I fell in love with her. I wanted to be with her and she fucked me off. It´s very funny and I found protection against these things like keep self-confident higher.
To make this I found out is the best is to pay attension for all parts of life (sport, friends, hobbies and pick-up better girls!)
The last one I found today. I´m on Erasmus abroad and I got to know one girl here who is cute and beautiful. I thought she liked me but unfortunatelly I only played with her but after that I tried to ask her out by facebook. I think it´s not the problem but I know that asking face-to-face is simply better. She didn´t reply me anything..
Today I had to do my homework with one girl who is more beautiful than the girl who I was talking about before. And I felt so happy in her company so I simply stopped to think about the girl before. So simple.
The bad thing is that I started to think about second girl but because I immediately asked her out and she fucked me off I didn´t have time for think about her so now I feel free without any loving emotions
.The most important is that even if I do sport, hobby or I´m with my friends I still can think about the girl who I´m fell in love. But If I´m in company of more attractiove girl I stop to think about girl who is my one-ities.
There are 2 girls who like me but they aren´t like girls above and I´ve read articles about desperate men where was written that going out with girls under level is desperate. But what can I do? Be alone? I think it´s better just fuck anybody instead of masturbation even if I don´t like them.
I´m going to stay abroad for 3 or 4 weeks more so tomorrow I will try pick-up some girls on street and ask out the two worse girls. Because what else Can I do? Nothing.