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| Author: | Jarno [ Tue Oct 12, 2010 2:27 pm ] |
| Post subject: | important question! about innergame since my dad died |
everyone has insecuritys, like you say something and you get insecure, but normal people dont pay attention to it and just live on, (and then it's not a big deal) because you are alive to grow.. you know. but now since this big insecurity of my dad dying, i HATE isecuritys and i dont want to feel them so whenever a little insecurity pops up i make it bigger and bigger and more and more thoughts and isecuritys grow so strong that i feel like i shouldnt excist since my dad died i was 16years old, now i almost lived for like 3 years in isolation from the outer world. no friends, no job, no school, nothing.. pretty much. i've tried much consilors but they didnt really helped.. it's a complicated problem and since reading some pua stuff ( which had really helped me when i was younger.. i was really shy and had the wrong idea's about attraction women ) then i read this thing from david d. and my life changed.. first i just started talking and acting cocky funny, then i just became it. it really changed my life back then but then my dad died and this happened to me.. you know since reading this pua stuff and talking to some smart guys i met on here i came till the conclusion that i must think positive.. that would really help because now im 3years all day long thinking all the negative things about mylife and about myself and its just horribble.. i thought if i think positive all day long about all things it would really make a big difference. and when depression comes up just think : i am growing,and growing.. and everyday i have a plan (need to make one if you think that.. everyday have a little plan) and when that insecure feeling pops up, when the first signs come up this first little insecure thought you think : i am good from outside ( looks) and from inside (my personality and my game ) so i thought this would be the solucion but yeah.. ive tried it and theres something in my head that doesnt want to feel good, i may not feel good.. and all the things the bad guy in my head says are true you know.. so he has dirt on me and then i come with my little tiny positive voice "yeah but.. this is positive blabla " he just cuts me off and i get drawn into the negative things that my brain got used to in those 3years you know.. it's like hes speaking the truth and leading me and i beleave him and must follow him.. please take the time to read and all comments are welcome ! this is a big issue for me, it's a matter of life and death actually.. if i don't fix this shit i spend the rest of my life in my room and waist such great potentials thanks everyone ! Jarno. |
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