Hello. I´m new here, but i´ve been looking in the PUA scene for a while. I´ve been reading all sorts of material, and i know i´ve became a better person. But still, i can´t seem to find a girl.

Last week was my birthday party, and i wanted this girl that was receiving me in her apartment in Amsterdam, still i couln´t sarge her. We´re in her apartment, eating some mushrooms and while she was having the best time of her life, i was only thinking about suicide. I come back to Germany (where i´m living currently) and i meet this girl on the birthday party here, and i picked her up, until today. Yesterday i´ve cooked this amazing dinner for her, and we had a great time, but today she texts me saying she doesn´t want to meet me anymore, and that she likes me, but doesn´t loves me.
EVERYTIME is just like this. I can attract, i´m funny, and altough not GOOD-LOOKING, still i can manage myself by clothing and apparel, but still... WHY CAN´T I GET A FUCKIN GIRLFRIEND?!?!?!