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| Author: | Buer [ Wed Jun 19, 2013 8:32 am ] |
| Post subject: | The two minds I have |
Hey guys! The best opener: I'm realy struggelin right now. And I dont know if its a newbie question or its ok to post it here, because I think that I'm struggeling with my inner game. In my Mind, my Brain, my Body Language and every other Point. It feels like I'm having two inner-games and that just fucks me up. On one side, I like to talk with a Girl, its fun and I like to be playfull stuff like that, but on the other hand, I'm acting like a AFC and that frustrates me. I want to be natural and want to play the game. That's sounds confusing? Dang it's even harder in my Mind. So, maybe an example will get the point. When I'm lazy and just dont wanna go out (on sundays, because saturday I was clubbing) I do some online-gaming. It works perfect for me, I have my opener and my routine done, it works 7 out of 10 times that I get her FB addy or her number. But thats only, when I chat or talk (in RL) with HB4,5,6 I'm realy confident. When it starts to getting HB7+ I'm like paralyzed, my game doesnt work, I'm acting like the biggest mo'fu*kin AFC and I hate myself for that. HB7+ I get 1-2 out of 10 tries or fuck it up before it gets to a #close. So, I meet with a HB5 (she's 19, DD's, body lil bit chubby, but not fat, I like it). I fucked her and still fuck her with ez. I decide, when we meet, and everytime I write her "hey, wanna meet?" she is there, we fuck a couple of times and the day after she leavs. (its perfect, really) The whole time she is acting like a AFC, writes me, even if I'm not responding. (I'm not very proud on this behavoir, because I never wanted to be such a doosh, but she is fine with that and realy likes to get fucked) She even sends me some naked picks with "so, your missing these?"... On the other Hand there is this HB7-8 (I allways understate)... And there is my AFCish and I'm acting like the one fucking dude, that just needs her, cant life without her, would do anything to satisfy her. I asked her like 2-3 times if she wanna date. She allways had no time, but was still writing with me.. (I know, I'm her fish) So, the next time I asked her for a date and she had no time, because her parents blah blah is wanted to freez out. She wrote "Hey, sorry. I'm still feeling kinda ill and my parents have their wedding day. Sorry..." this was the point, where I wanted to freez out. I just worte back "Oh yea. Its not getting better? Maybe next time!" She than worte smth back like "yea, its not getting any better and it's so damn hard, I need to do an diet"...(she has a damn hot nice body, realy no diet needed, but she had somethign with her stomach and has to eat healthy) and there is this fucking AFC guy, I realy would love to punch him in the face... I didnt freezed out.. I cracked it up, because I thougt "hey, thats me, just keep it going, if not 'F' her". But here I am, writing a dang long story about this shit and I cant fuck it. I hate to fail. And then I try harder and fail harder and then I'm ashame, that I acted like a fucking dumb ass. I realy want to overcome this, I want to say on HB7-8 "well, screw it, on to the next one" But I cant.. I hate to fail. Its not about that one HB7+ its about any HB7+ and my mind, that is turning around and says "AFC, AFC, AFC, AFC,AFC. YEAAA!" Edit: I realy want that HB8. I want to fuck her like she was never fucked before... Dang. I'm a big AFC with onitis. |
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| Author: | Eyrie [ Thu Jun 20, 2013 3:57 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Re: The two minds I have |
First of stop the self hate, its like repeatedly punching yourself in the face just before a boxing match... its INSANE-- realise this self hate is fucking stupid and cut it out of your life asap. The reason your can't do the same game with "HB7's" compared with "HB4-6's" is that your self image isn't in align with rocking good game with them simple as that... So what you are doing is resisting your self image and trying to force that weakness out of your self, which is IMPOSSIBLE and will only strengthen the conflict in your head making you a moody bitch. Face reality man, accept yourself otherwise you going go down a path you really don't want to go down and I'm telling you this from my personal experience. Read physco-cybernetics by Maxwell Maltz as this will help you in changing your self image. Keep on gaming, realising that it is OK to act like an AFC sometimes and not suddenly overnight you are going to become a natural around every girl. |
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