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| Author: | OverlordPaws [ Wed Feb 13, 2013 2:04 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Willpower. |
I have 2 states with my willpower (with a middle state). The first one is stable, safe, grey and boring, but extremelly manipulative and powerful in long term. In this state I like staying in my comfort zone more. In time I get pissed at myself for being so fucking bored (the way I am right now) and lame all the time. You could describe this state as a relaxing chillstep song (anything about love, peace etc.). The middle state is where my anger of my lame stability grows more and more until I break. Once I break it's like there's NO COMFORT ZONE, the whole world becomes a playground. I'm extremelly phased in the moment. There's a high chance for me to hurt anyone around me and break rules. The future doesn't matter. I don't resist any temptation at all. I become inpatient. High Alpha. I become extremelly challenging and start searching for danger and loss. This state may be described as a hard, hyper, dark metal song (anything about death, destroying shit etc.). Then there's the reverse state. I once again start wanting to create a life for myself and just start packing my shit up again. Does anyone have a clue how I could fuse both of these states? I'm unhappy with the first state, but I'm afraid of the second state. I want the 2nd state as a base without the fear of it. (It condemns me to destroying my own life and eventually dieing quickly.) I tried giving in to the 2nd state, but didn't experience much of it. (ran away from my home and it faded slowly, then came back.) So, willpower. How do I strenghten it? How do I act on my states? How does willpower exactly work? ...and how should I best tweak mine? PS. Right now I'm almost in the 2nd state as I had a fucking bad day. I'm extremelly tempted to waste the money I've saved up, masturbate, not go to the chorus to meet my gf and ofcourse I can't hold off my gf. fml. ADDING: I do meditation all the time and I'm planning to live in the "now" as much as possible. How do I go about planning the future when I can't really worry of it? |
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| Author: | Anari [ Sat Feb 16, 2013 4:19 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Willpower. |
hi man sounds like your unbalanced and need to ground yourself.theres a tantra course at tara yogo centre that i suggest you take a look at.someone llike you right you your street tarayogacentre |
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| Author: | OverlordPaws [ Sat Feb 16, 2013 10:11 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Willpower. |
Ahh, I figured this out as I usually do. I needed to meditate to find out what I really want. I have to do only what I want to do for some time. (or do things that would make what I want happen). I had forced on my routine onto myself for set values. e.g. if muscles were cool in my opinion I had to have them, even if I really didn't want to exercise/get them. |
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