Hey guys. I've seen a lot of stuff on this forum regarding "no fap" and all that other stuff. Personally, I don't believe in that, but I also don't believe you should fap once a day every day if you arent getting laid either...
See, here's where my problem lies. Last night, I masturbated to some porn. Last night marked a week without masturbating. I try and go as long as can (Typically from 5 days to a week) without jacking it so that I am more energized and more excited to go out and meet women. I find that my outlook and mood also improves quite a bit. I have gone 3 weeks before trying to do the 90 day challenge last year, and I will probably never try that again. Blueballs REALLY fucking hurts, and frankly, that's why I try not to go too long without cleaning the pipes...
I looked at a lot of stuff on youbrainonporn.com about a year ago. I guess my dilemma lies with the fact that I have a lot of porn saved on my computer, and now, I don't know whether to keep it, or delete it all...
I'm afraid I'm at a crossroads here... And I don't know what to do....
I guess these are my choices.
Option #1: Delete every bit of porn and never use porn to jack it to ever again.
Option #2: Delete none of the porn, and just go about my daily routine of masturbating only one day of the week while still allowing myself to use porn.
Option #3: Delete ALMOST every film. Keeping only a few close to heart essentials.
I know that porn is generally bad, but masturbation isnt. The problem is that in todays society that almost always go hand in hand. (no pun intended)
The whole reason I typed this post is because I'm afraid that there might be some chance that I'm fucking up my young brain, even if I just spank it to porn once a week. I've come a long way from being a horny little high schooler who use to crank'em out to porn 5-7 times a week.
Also, one last thought. Even if I COMPLETELY quit porn, and just used pics of girls on my facebook to spunk out loads to once a week, that is STILL technically considered porn to some. Even if your thought process is sexually agressive, and you have porn like fantasies that you jack off to even without porn, I guess it's STILL considered porn use...
FMLIt's like I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't... I can't jack off to rainbows and unicorns, guys. I need my sexually aggressive fantasies.
I know this was a long post, but please, if you have any wisdom or experience in this area, lend me a hand. I could really use some advice so that I know where to go from here. Thank you.