I'm on mission. Semi-FA dude making a move on a 10/10 hbb IRL standards
so I signed up for volunteer work this summer.. I've been on training for a few days now. Today, the newbies were separated and partnered with previous volunteers..trainer partners me with 10/10 . I was so happy. I've been trying to get out of this FA BS..Was outgoing, shaked hands, introudced joked a bit..No awkward moment at all in the first few hours.
My gut feeling tells me i have zero chance. Told her see you tomorrow? she didn't seem thrilled about it..during break her shceduled 1 hour break was 12:30 and my hour break 1:00..She asked me if i just want to wait for her while she takes her launch because she won't be able to help me out with anything. Told her, I'd take my break in advance and just have lunch with her....." she goes "ok sure" ..And just fcking leaves me out there
She was touchy so i id figured i might have ha a chance..Maybe i'm wrong...
After lunch i started having " maybe i'm ugly thoughts again" " maybe she was nice cause she felt bad about me" So in the evening, every question she asked me about voulnteer I just tried to answer as simple as possible because of those feels..
Do i still have a chance? How do i make this work cause this chick look like fallen angel..So beautifull....No make up too
