so i met her online on a phone app. slowly got her to warm to me. applied game in text msg. agreed to meet. went to meet her last night. texts have been flirty and innuendo-laden.
upon arrival, she met me at the front of her community. i followed her in to the clubhouse parking lot. she explained before she brought me to her house she wanted to spend a few minutes first. she was a HB8 blonde, thin and big tits.
after some fluff, she tells me she wants to go back and smoke weed. fine. once we get there, she tells me that she's gonna bring the dog in and lets just go to a bar instead. (i shoulda asked to use the bathroom). anyways, i'm comfortable in the bar, and have had great luck building comfort and rapport on one-on-one meetings at bars. so i'm good with that idea. (still wish i would made an excuse to go in her house tho at least to give her the visiual and make her comfortable with allowing me inside for next time)
anyways, all that is nothing. what really upset me is that there i was at the bar with her, and i applied little to no game! after each thing she said, i knew exactly what i was supposed to say...but i didn't say it! i knew what i was supposed to do, but for some odd reason, i went against it. i've been here before. i KNOW what to do...why didn't i do it?? i built no attraction! the only part of my game that i did do was the ring routine, and by no coincidence that was the only time she seemed to be really into me. stong eye contact and full attention (i looove that routine!!!)
forget the fact that thru text i worked her into thinking we were going directly into her house (altho that sucks too). forget that i didn't get anywhere other than some kino with the ring routine. forget that i didn't achieve my goal of g-close...the problem that is so bothering me right now is that reverted to my old AFC habits! even though my first thoughts to any stimulus were exactly what i should have done. each time, i hesitated and let the AFC in me come out.
uuugh....i took a couple weeks off from sarging. i think the chickens came home to roost last night. haha...
rant over!
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