yeah i feel the same way .....
my girlfriend is fun , sexy ... if i would use the rating system i would rate her HB 10 for appearance and personlity .... everything is great about her .. even her parents are the best.
however when you go out sarging on your own you feel quitte weird, because instead of being in the field you could invest in your relationship.
that feeling makes you feel controversial , however ... being in the field is good for you and your social skills - it's always good to meet other people to keep things interesting... in that way you keep yourself interesting to!
you miss alot when your not in the field ..... i was very sick recently and couldn't sarge ... i just miss those bipolair borderline bitches and funny ocnversations .... those moments
.i think you shouldn't sarge 4 nights a week and alienate your GF but you should go out sarging at least 1 time a week .
Life is short man ..... really ... don't wait , don't stand still - GRAB life GET AMONGST IT and take it ... life is too short