Hi. So.
I'm in a relationship with this HB7 for six months now. We are great together, I think I love her, why I think that I will explain later. So, little background first, we go out about three times per week, having fun, doing various things so It is never boring. She is a great conversationalist, great in bed too, and so on. For this whole time we were together I though I loved her, I mean I still do, but 5 weeks ago came another girl, lets call her Gina.
Gina and I recently(about two weeks ago) started talking over facebook. She is a HB9, she started to ask stupid questions and she found every excuse to talk to me. I sometimes even left her 'seen', she still persisted. As time went by, we started to chat, and flirt more often over FB, she sent some dirty pictures, I sent some back(Not our pictures). Yesterday, as we both attended same event, she followed me home(It was past midnight), I waited for my bus, she begged me (almost) to stay, I refused, but she wanted to be with me so bad I finally suggested she comes along with me, and then when we arrived at my station we talked and waited for her bus, so I could finally "get rid of her".
The bus came, but it was full of some drunk fucking lunatics and I didn't want to leave her alone with them, and read in the next morning papers that she was raped and traumatized for life(Just kidding). So, because of it I went like a true gentlemen with her, we got off at the bus stop. I swear she wanted to kiss me, or fuck me right there, she licked her lip so many times I lost count, her eyes were on me 110% of the time and she never, I mean never broke her smile, we had a fun night.
Anyway, the bus then came again, and this time I said I really have to go, then she jumped on me and hug me so tight I could feel her body all over mine, she smelled so good, I was tempted so bad, to grab her ass and kiss her right there. However, off I went.
Now. Back to my GF, I didn't tell her anything about it, I didn't cheat on her, but I fantasize about this Gina girl(Ouh. Btw. This Gina, is in a two year relationship with some douche). My GF knows about her, and she did confess to me she has her suspicions about me and Kristina. After I assured her nothing is between me and Gina everything got back to normal.
-THE DILEMMA-
I want to know if I should tell my GF about Kristina, that I almost cheated, or that I don't feel true love to her anymore. I don't know if I will manage to avoid temptation if I come in the situation like that again with Gina. I mean fuck. I seriously don't know what to do. I mean my mind tells me to fuck Gina off, but my feelings, desires tell me otherwise. I want both. But I know I can't have that. So. Anything, opinions, even short stories, or haiku's I accept, because I need some guidance. Thank you guys for reading. You're the best
