There's this girl that I've known for months now. It was clear all along that we like each other but the "break through" never happened, mostly because I wasn't applying myself enough - didn't close when I should, had other girls in the start. Anyways...
We had the most brutal student party. It was sick.
There was also a concert not far away from our dorm, so I asked her if she wants to come with me and my friends to see some of the concert. Surprisingly she agreed.. When we came there I spinned her around a few times and then kissed her. At first she resisted a bit but when I pressed her to me she was completely into it. And from that point on, everything looked good. We held hands, kissed blabla...She went back to the dorm because she was a hallway monitor again and I went back to the concert. She told me to come and see her afterwards... I passed by once or twice, said hi and gave her a kiss but she said that I'm moving too fast etc... When I came back to see her, we watched some series until she finished her shift. We went to our rooms, wanted to kiss her again and she said "what are you doing", gave me that "not now" look and slipped into her room.
Next thing in the morning, I wake up, take a shower and go out for a cigarette. When I came in she was on the hallway and when she saw me she blushed and almost yelled:"What are you doing up?" I had no idea what was going on and the next thing I know she was all awkward, already had her suitcases packed and went home (like every friday).
I imagine it is awkward for her because our roommates were there + she's a virgin/never really had a proper boyfriend. But still.. I was never in this kind of situation before, so I don't know if I should push, go back to whatever relationship we had before and escalate slowly, say something....? I feel like I've made one step forward and then two steps back...