hey guys, i hope this is is ok to post in this forum, its borderline this topic. i could use some advice on a damaged situation, to make a long story short, my friend was at camp with me last week with all our friends and we had a party etc. ive known her for quite a while. among other things we laid in the same bed the 1st night, nothing happening besides me holding her, but the 2nd morning she came downstairs to where i was sleeping and goes "im cold" AKA i want to come lay with you again (from my understanding) so i told her to come over and she did. she said that among a few other things but that was the biggest, and we were txting back and forth she was at the bar at this point (during the week) and says, "moca skin, dark smile" i say "an absolute beauty to behold" and she says "to...hold....". i said "i actually really enjoyed that", waited 5 min and said "what did you think" but then she didnt respond. thing is shes got a bf, but they havent been in the same city for a while, and shes moving away eventually.
anyway, we were at camp again this weekend, and my friends girlfriend tells her I really really like her and that i love her. completely fucked everything. dont know how to recover from that. i had a little feelings start from us before there, but nothing that big.
I am going to say soemthing like
"Heyy. Sorry if you got weirded out or anything stupid was said at camp with that whole (friends gf name) thing. She over exaggerated a bit to go as far as dropping the love word or saying i really really like you, i know thats prettttty heavy to hear bcuz ive been told that too, especially coming out of the blue. i dont even know why she said that, she was being all ridiculous cuz she was messed up and assumed anything more than knew. it didn’t even make sense to me really and it totally threw me off of my game and everything for the weekend.
To be perfectly honest i didn’t know what to think, especially that second morning when you came down and said you were cold and came and laid with me again, that had me wondering among other things if something was there bcuz it kind of seemed like it and theres usually a reason for things. it did spark some feelings but not nearly to the level that (friends gf name) had put out there. And i trust my intuition, but perhaps i was wrong. But it still all had me wondering if there was anything at all.
i just feel like ive been put in an awkward situation bcuz sum1 decided to go say a bunch of things when it should have been me if there was anything to be said and ive been really mis-represented. And i mean, you can be honest with me, because whatever you do or say or whatever next, will be completly fine.
Sorry if you feel odd but this is necessary and im not going to force myself to cocoon it all bcuz of a weird situation for (friends gf name) opening her mouth, navigating stuff like this can be tough but its gotta be done bcuz i really do like having you as a friend too.
And for the record too, i dont think your super judgemental. For some reason that was 1 of the things you said to me when you were in the car and last weekend its like you were waiting lol, i hope you dont think thats how i see you cuz i dont."
Was maybe gonna take the “reason for things”
what do you guys think. i need to say something so she didnt think im a complete fucking idiot lol. just tell me your thoughts fellows. cant repair that totally most likely now but gotta say soemthing. thanks
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