so i'd been seeing this girl for a little while now, building up to a relationship. Shes 6 years older, hot, very sexual. We had been out 3 times and every time we were out it would turn into finding some secluded place outside where i would make her cum. Finally, yesterday i decide to go over to her place and this is where it starts going down hill....
fast forward a bit, we're making out naked on her bed, and she goes down and gives me the best head i had ever had in my life, and oddly enough for some reason my dick is half hard. Fuck.. Whatever, I never get fully hard from head anyways, I'll fuck her and it'll all be good. I hadnt brought a condom, but i figured, she mentioned she was on the pill so I would just fuck her and everything would work itself out. Nope, apparently the acoustics were off and she actually said she WAS on the pill, past tense, and wanted me to use protection. Luckily she had a drawer full of condoms. 'Condoms' which i swear were intended for toddlers and little people. I swear I think id have had an easier time putting on a water balloon. So now im struggling with the rubber, at which point she lost interest, my dick lost interest, and finally i realized it wasnt going down. We lay there for a bit, casually talking, she seemed okay didnt make a big deal of it or anything we made out for a bit, then she walked with me to the station.
Now that this ordeal is over, should i call her tonight? I wanna give it another shot, this girl is relationship material, but i dont want to sound like an indian mobster trying to smooth over an arranged marriage. Should i bring up what happened jokingly, or avoid it entirely? hopefully i didnt blow my chances with this one.
Thanks!
