I've posted quite a bit on these forums recently and I definitely have some inner game issues to sort out though I've made sure my girlfriend hasn't seen too much of that. But I think I'm losing her.
We've been together almost 2 months now, long distance so it's a little tricky and I'm seeing her this weekend. Anyway lately shes been going through some stuff so shes been a bit quiet and hasn't really spoken as much as we usually do. Last night I got drunk and we ended up spending practically the entire night (until around 5am) texting, having read back through it was practically us declaring our love for each other, saying cute things but I was being teasing etc.. too, conversation was really flowing.
Anyway she put up a screenshot of part of our conversation on Instagram, to which I found had been deleted this morning. I tried hard not to mention it but in the end I did
Me: I can't believe you deleted that Instagram picture, I knew you didn't love me
Her: Haha it was nothing, it was too sweet for instagram it was becoming diabetic
Me: It's okay I wouldn't want my other girlfriends seeing it anyway
Now last night she was telling me how much she loves me, can't wait to see me etc.. and then said "You're the guy of my dreams, I want you forever", I didn't return that, I simply called her cute or something like that. But I have this nagging feeling that she likes someone else, I obviously have absolutely no proof and I can't ask her about it. When I drop the texts off she often does start up conversations 7-8 hours later. It just seems whenever things get good and I say something sweet (it's not constant, it's more 70-80% teasing, being playful, fun sexual and 20-30% cute lovey stuff) things drop off.
Any ideas? (working on inner game currently)
