Hey Guys, So ive been in an LTR with my girlfriend for 7 months now and it is by far the most serious either of us have ever been. We text all day, talk atleast 3 times a day consistently and the spark has always stayed strong. This is a long distance relationship btw, im 26 and shes 20. We see eachother 1 week out of every month and miss the hell out of eachother. Anyways so far everything has been happy and healthy (it just feels natural and good) we are always on the same page. Until 2 nights ago when I got extremely drunk with my friends and she called me and I acted like a moron and was aggressive with her, she immediately knew something was up and wanted to get off the phone but instead of letting her go I argued and acted controlling and told her no. Anyways we argued and got into a huge fight and she hung up and went to bed. The next morning she was distant, short and I could tell she was hurt. So I gave her space all day and we talked and made up and I apologized and told her how drunk I was. She appreciated me leaving her alone and that helped alot. NOW, ever since then I feel like I need to walk on eggshells and something is alittle bit off... I do NOT want to fall into AFC, her taking charge or seeing me as lower value. They say girls never forget things like that especially if you say something mean or really hurt them verbally. I need some advice guys, right now things are ok.... but Ive experienced this in past LTR's and sometimes this is the beginning to the end....Any advice on this would be great. Thanks

Thanks Alpha I appreciate your response, ill be seeing her next week and ill try to be confident and act like I always have. I guess I kinda developed a little insecurity, I am scared as hell of losing this one.