Hi there PS
Anyway, you said how do you get rid of the voice telling you that you cant? well some people might claim they know how to, I call those people liars, in one way or another you never ever get rid of your entire AA, well if your dead that might work..hold your horses mate, I am not telling you to comit suicide all I am saying is that the AA inside you will exist, no matter what..but (some good news) You can slowly ohh so slowly make that side of your personality take less space inside your head, the voice which tells you you cant is something that we as a race have always had, thats what makes us so great..when we even tho beeing afraid or scared do something stupid or courages thats what makes us great..fear and anxeity is something we all have inside of us..as easy as that..can it be controlloed to a degree, yes I do belive so..but will it disapear, I regret to say that in my opinion its something that will always be there as a subconcoince thing which hits you..with no warning..but hey guess what..who gives a shit if we make ourselfs look bad..every now and then who does'nt?
What does'nt kill you makes you stronger!
Remember that fear is what made your existance possible.
SF