I know exactly what you're going through man. Every aspect of your life is midiocre to bad but most of it is just horrible.
I was diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder back in the early 90s and in 10th grade I swore I was going to change and today I am a master at seducing women. When I finally started forcing myself to talk I actually would have people comment to me and say things to the effect of, "Other than class I don't think I have ever heard you talk before." I nearly 30 pounds overweight as well so I know how hard that can be layered on top of social issues.
There was a lot of people who told me I was going to have this issue and that issue for the rest of my life. Funny thing was all my social failiure drove me to succeed more than anyone I knew so don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something. If you are determined to do something nothing will stand in your way and you will become the person you want to be. Don't worry about your problems just always be looking for solutions and you will find them.
- Chris
