Hello, I'm Ryan and I'm 19.

My best friend and the girl I love for the last 4 years just told me she has a boyfriend and I need not just to move on, but to find my inner self. I know I'm good looking, I can be funny and interesting but all my life I lacked social status and social interaction knowledge.

I do not know how things works around, but I'm right now finishing Gambler's book and I read The game before, but I need more. I have changed many things in my life and now its time to get the social status with my physical and mental maturity I gained in the last few months.

Because the best revenge is massive success.

Pyro

Awesome that you're reading, but are you going out? For every hour you spend online or reading, you should spend 2-4 times that much or more out talking to girls, at a club, making friends, being social.

Good luck and wish you the best.

Welcome.

Is your goal to seek a long term GF or deflower as many girls as possible before death?

You seem like a nice guy, you may need to burn that Pyro.....

My goal is to gain the self confidence I lacked the last 19 years of my life and then, I want to make connections, doesn't matter if they are long term GF or one night sex, can be both things for me