I work out, although I'm not really that big but I look like I'm in good shape. I have plenty friends and a few close female friends included. I dress well and am not scared to be a little bit out there in what I wear. I'm really unsure what to think of my looks as some days I think I look good looking then the next day I wonder how I ever got with a girl in the first place, but in general I'd say I'm not a bad looking guy in the right circumstances. My postures fine, I'm working on it because I want to appear more alpha and confident but you wouldn't look at me and think I was cripplingly shy or anything.

My problem is, I feel really stuck at this level. When I was young I was a bit of an outcast. I've made a lot of progress in that sense, but it's always left me with this annoying self consciousness that even when it's a close friend I'm never really sure whether I'm annoying them by talking to them or whatever, so with girls this is usually double so. Whenever I'm interested in a girl or trying to pull a girl, all I do is overthink and most of the time my brain comes to the conclusion that she's bored of me and doesn't want me there anymore, which is usually how I'm feeling anyway because I'm just not having fun with it when I'm so self conscious. Most of the girls I've pulled are girls I didn't really care about impressing, they were attractive enough to kiss but they were nothing to write home about. I just think that whenever it's a girl I find really attractive that she is automatically not attracted to me. Which I know is stupid and I can sometimes force my way through it and chat to them anyway, but I feel like I just come across as dull and fake, I can't be myself, or funny.

I've been reading The Game and

decided I should take some action but I have some sort of mental block when it comes to starting these openers and patterns and stuff,