Hi guys,
I am 23 y.o. from Prague, Czech republic, above average looking guy (okay that sounds weird
), funny, smart, who likes to party and shit. I am quite skinny and tall, care about my appearance and clothing, but within the bounds.Don't have such a problem with girls as I am quite natural when I am alone with them. I am quite shy to pick girls in a club while not drunk, or in a mood and also to do my move on a date. I have slept with 13 girls, it is not much, but also not that bad as I have no game and also am quite shy. These girls were solid 6-8, usually from school, frinds of my friends and also some random hookups from parties. I have no intention to brag about myself here as I know, that my social skills suck, but think that it is quite important to share this info.
I usually use humor on dates as I believe I am really funny, I also used to live in Indonesia for half a year and taught small kids (nice story for girls, they always look on my like on a cute puppy then
). I also use to do some shits like making fun of someone, talking random shits, girls in age below 22 seem to like that. On the other side I can easily communicate about serious topics, just prefere to have fun...which is actually one of my weak points as there is quite a thin wall between flirt joking and friendzone. I am also using cocky funny quite often.I use internet quite often to meet hot girls, currently badoo, used to go to some chat rooms while being younger as I am shy to start talking to these in a club. My self esteem varies by current mood a lot, sometimes I am quite cocky, feeling handsome and awesome, another day I feel like shit and don't understand that any girl even slept with me.
I found out PUA community about half a year ago on you tube, watched some videos from SimplePickups, then started reading The Game. Breaking point came last weekend, when I had beautiful 9 sleeping over at my place. Went drinking with her friends, done some kino, got home around 5 a.m., tried my move in the bed (basic stuff, I just have one blanket and am too tired to look for another, give me good night kiss) ...we kissed...and then she told me to stop...but in a serious way. Never happened to me before and I realized I am doing something wrongly. It may sound cocky, but I kne she wanted me and I just missed the chance myself. I have high respect for girls, never blame them for not doing something as I realiye, that everything (ok some may be frigid, but anyway) is my fault as other guys manage to fuck these,
I am quite stubborn, know what should I do correctly, but having problems to do that in real. So I am planning to start some field report blog to push myself harder.
I have high expectations of myself as most of my male friends are handsome guys with epic effort, so they got laid regulary by 9's and higher. I probably don't have a problem to lay some 4's, but it is not achievment for me at all and actually I have tried that once and felt sick of myself.
In the end I need to state, that I am not looking purely for sex, my main reason for joining is to improve my social skills in general, to use it at work, with other guys and obviously to pick up beautiful girls. I wouldn't mind relationship at all, mbut I am probably too picky and when I finally meet some beautiful and smart girl I just tend to disgust herself in my mind, probably some psychic shit
Would be nice to go for some sarging in Prague if anyone is local so I could see your moves and game and chat up.
I don't blame you if you didn't read whole text as there is probably so many newcomers, but would appreciate all responses, advices, everything.
Enjoy your lifes guys and let's stay epic
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