You are probably right to have more than one option at a time. Even though I have to admit that this girl really got under my skin and I can't even explain why.
Maybe it has to do with the fact that she is a nurse and thus around doctors all the time. So she knows that we are nothing special, just regular human beings with flaws as well. That is something I really appreciate. Kind of keeps you grounded if you are not looked at as something special.
The way you put it, " he got his shit together, is educated and ambitious...", this puts a different perspective on it as well. Just not sure if that is the first thought a girl has when I tell her what I do.
The current girl, she just understands the demands of the job but at the same time makes no big deal about it either.
So yeah, I really gotta try getting her out of my head.
I really am not used to myself acting like I do at the moment... Looking at my cell, hmmm, no message or call, even though she was online an hour ago. Why doesn't she write?
It really annoys me at times...
