After several years of increasingly growing frustration because of my bad success with women I decided it is finally time to do something for this problem. In brief, I'm not socially competent and want to improve in that. I need to improve in that.
I'll start my introduction with a brief story of my latest date which was about half a year ago (yeah, I know..). There was this woman I knew from studies/work. Nice, beautiful, interesting, I never had much contact with her. I quit working there and accidentally saw her about a year later in a conference, where we get along well. She showed signs of interest to me (or just wanted to get attention, to be honest I'm not sure although I really think she was showing her interest). "Oh, wow, cool!" I asked her out. She said yes. What happens next? I'm a complete ****ng uninteresting nerd and would have hated to be with anyone as boring as me. I had no "love of my life" dreams about her, I was just (to be honest, very) interested in her. But no matter whether I'm more or less interested in someone I always perform like that. So my game does not work.
If I manage to build up my courage and make a move on woman, be it romantically-wise or "I want to fuck her brains out" -wise it does not work out. It sucks. It frustates the hell out of me. So that was the back story I wanted to share to you. tl;dr?
I'm 29. Better late than never, right? I'm located in Northern Europe, got "in the game" by noticing how women paid much more attention to me when I gave them less attention. I borrowed The Game from the library and I'm halfway through the book after a couple of days of reading. So I'm a complete rookie. My favourite pick up method is online dating, which is so time consuming that I want to stop using it. I don't like it, but since I'm too shy it is a way to contact women. But if I stop using it, I need to get a better way of getting laid (it still a horrible way of getting laid) and perhaps eventually picking women in a romantical sense as well.
My goal? Like I said, I need to improve my social skills - with people in general, not only with gorgeous babes. I'm not a misantrophic or a monster or a complete nerd but socially clumsy. I do get along with people, even with women, but I'm the friendzone loser. I want to pick up women. I want to be charming on a date more often than once in three years. There's a park near me where girls go by summertime to sunbathe in bikinis. I want to be able to go to talk to them and pick someone up from there this year. So I have about a half a year for that
In a previous introducing post Jean-Michel mentioned getting a fuckbuddy, fucking her a LOT to get rid of the need of sex, then getting a girlfriend. I'm not so fond with the girlfriend thought at the moment. I'd just enjoy enjoying free life. But I think that if I want to success in my summer campaign 2013, a fuckbuddy would be perfect at this moment.
Another goal: learn to express myself more shortly.