Well I could spend a life-time summarising my life, but to cut it short, im an average looking guy who has had a few snogs, about 3 dates maybe 4 and who has drastically improved his confidence when dealing with women but still is a single virgin at 20. I place exceptional pressure on demands on myself which have literally lead me too the point of insanity, my mood swings drastic and clincial depression, ripe in my life. At the moment my mood is fine and full of hope, I recently purchased a copy of Richard La Ruina's book on how to seduce women, which I am finding intriguing to say the least.
The comparsions I draw with La Ruina's life before he changed it around are staggering, he just seems 2 be talking about me. Simply put everytime I go out I put pressure on myself to get numbers and to pull. Recently I have become comfortable with touching girls asses and kissing, sex is still a grey area... I refuse to have sex with a ugly girl thou cos I want my first time to be special but at the price .... as I cant seem to acquire what Im really looking for... a blonde white female. Brunettes are cute yea but I really want a blonde lady, a natural bimbo if you like. The typical barbie blonde, but I have had pathetic success.
For 2008 I set myself the target I did this year and never achieved, to have sex with 10 blonde hot women. No easy feat. I'm here for help, because I need more male friends on my wavelength, a wingman, and most of all a hope. Hope can keep me living and breathes new life into ckerr095.
Thats a brief intro, I guess my first question, who here is a N Irish PUA? And can I find a wingman in Belfast?
Game a HB8 Burnette perhaps so you are ready when you see your blonde you want.
