Hello friends. I am new in this post and i hope to find a lot of useful information. Im from greece and i am 32. I have almost 2 years that i found pick up information. I didnt like my life at all - generally and i decide to do something about it. I didnt knew about the pick up community , but i thought to write different words in the google to find anything about women. At first i found Ron Louis and David Copeland - How to Succeed with women. I didnt like it at all, and i thought that this is the only book about seduction......... Then i found How to become an alpha male - John Alexander which i really liked and i think that this is the best seduction book ever. I used some advice especially the body language (Brad Pitt - Fight Club) , i hit the gym and i even find Brad Pitts nutrition and programm in the gym during Fight Club, I tried self - hypnosis, meditation and i read some self help books. I saw amazing results in the attraction phase. Women in the gym will find a ridiculous reason to approach me - like what time it is or something like this , which never happend before.... but unfortunately i didnt speak very well to them, i liked the fact to be a hard to get and i played very hard to get.... i found then 2 girlfriends in which one did everything to get me in bed....and then i couldnt get it up and not only this she told me very pessimistic words by sms for a long time. This maked my life Hell. I become depressive and i went to a doctor and he gave me pills. Since then i gave up and i dont like anything. I just read about seduction by anywhere i found information -especially the internet, and books from amazon. I have lost the will and i am afraid to make sex. I found about this post by writing pua forum in the internet. i hope to change , and maybe i can find useful information here. I am very closed right now and i used to be alittle outgoing............i have to change .