ok now that i got some time here i'd like to expand on my intro.
first off i'd like to say i'm glad i found this place its been very entertaining reading about all the psychology of the game and the crazy conquests.
i love the psychology of it all . i'm a very introverted thinker and i'm constantly trying to figure people out and what's in there head and how i can influence what's going on around me. surprising to me i've actually been practicing a lot of what you guys talk about for years with out even know it. "natural" no i don't think so . i don't really think i do that well but maybe i'm modest. i will say, i do have enough cognitive power to know what's going on with my particular situation and try to capitalize as often as i can. that being said i think i've been slipping lately, and that's why i'm here. *to brush up and refocus *
a little about my back ground with playing the game, and where i'm coming from.
i'm 34 and coming out of an extended engagement that didn't work out and fucked my head up. then rebounded with a nutso broad that was a lot of fun , but emotionally didn't do it for me. i took a break from chicks for awhile, lost some weight, and got my head together and now i'm back in effect. for being near my mid 30's i look like i'm in my mid 20's in RL fyi. i also have a very ethnic look due to my heritage , chicks can't figure out what i am or where i'm from
.now that you know a little about me here's how i came up. first off there wasn't an internet community like this when i was younger. i used to read books by old school players and pimps like robert beck , and donald goines, look'em up=) . i watched tons of pimp movies like "the mack" and the all time classic "superfly." i also hunted down and watched all the dolomite movies and listened to his 12" records, among others. Obviously i don't live my life like any of these people , but what they did and said i always kept in the back of my mind for the right moment. these "lessons" have helped me out in more ways then one, but in a very crude form.
there's a huge wealth of knowledge here that i can't wait to dive into, right now i've only scratched the surface. there's some pretty tight sht here on this site and i can already feel my confidence exploding . hopefully in the near future i'll be able to share some of my experiences, past and present and help out some of the community.
and that's that
~huggyB~