PROGRESS. So after having a short falling out, she recently hit me up to hang out again. I pregamed by going to a bar next door to where we were meeting up (a gaming store) and socializing with some strangers, two girls and a guy, who were far from bad looking but not really my taste. I head into the gaming store and she's just chilling with a few friends, both of which are interested in her as well, but don't have near the game I do. I'm immediately the social butterfly and we all have a good time. We take a smoke break and she's not being as receptive as I want to be, so I tell them I'm heading back to the bar. After a few games of pool with the randos, I invite her over to hang out instead of sitting there being bored at the store with the AFC's. She shows up and immediately I get social proof as the girls are super flirtatious and the dude is super cool as well, and I'm the center of attention. We go outside to smoke again and now shes wrapping her arm through mine, kino out the ass. It's going well. We drink a bit more (I'm pretty wasted at this point), and we head back to her place. She starts to pass out on the couch with her roomates all playing video games, so I TELL her we're going to bed. THIS IS THE PART THAT BOTHERS ME. I don't remember how I escalated, but it worked. She pulls me in and starts making out with me, I slide my hand up her shirt and kiss her deeper, pulling her hair slightly and biting her neck (Thanks to the long-standing routine of how to bite
). We're completely naked and I put on a condom, and she's wet as hell. Then, tragedy. WHISKEY DICK. It might be the nervousness, or the alcohol, or my new cocaine habit I've formed recently (yes I know), but I just could NOT get hard. I was sooo ashamed. Here is the girl I've been gaming for MONTHS, a LESBIAN that always had EVERY GUYS ATTENTION, and I fucked it up. She said "Maybe I should take this as a sign that guys just aren't for me. I don't think guys can get me off anyhow." She followed it up though with "Atleast now that we've seen eachother naked, we can be more intimate, like take showers and what not together. I need a GAME PLAN for the next time we meet up